So, I got a call yesterday and found out I was hired at the
kennel that I applied at. I was super excited and giddy as I listened to the
voicemail and called my interviewer back to solidify some details but as time
wore on I’m feeling a pit in my stomach. I’ve always been nervous starting new
jobs but I feel like the work days are going to be so long. I have no idea if I’m
working solid Monday to Friday yet or if it’s just a few shifts a week. I’m
hoping for the latter so I don’t get burnt out. I’m already feeling the
pressure but I don’t even start till April. We need the money so this is what I’ve
gotta do, right?
I’ve been pretty mad at my younger self lately. Why didn’t I
save? Why did I blow all my money on candy, food and crap when I didn’t have to
worry about bills or rent or other adult shit like that? Why couldn’t have I
been smart and thought ahead and saved like I should have? We would be in such
a better financial state now if I hadn’t been so dumb with money when I started
out. Ugh.
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