So today I had to go in and get yet another blood test
and be hooked up to a heart monitor that I am going to wear for the next 24
hours. I didn’t have heart palpitations all weekend but Monday morning they
arrived at 8am on the dot complete with a mild anxiety attack, joy.
The blood test was the worst bit. Actually, waiting for
the blood test was the worst part. My anxiety spiked to about a 7/10 which wasn’t
as bad as before. I had told the nurse prior that I was in the midst of conquering
my phobia. She was really sweet and laughed when I told her that at that moment
I would ordinarily be planning my escape route through the ceiling tiles. During
the actually blood drawing my anxiety was only around a 5 or 6 and I had a nifty little hand bar to squeeze
while she did it. In front of me was a oil painting of a little inlet with lots
of boats. I thought about my upcoming Pender trip to keep my mind occupied. It
was over before I knew it but the site of the needle stung like a bitch this
time I’m a bit of a wuss I’m afraid. Ha.
Next she hooked me up with 6 different stickers and wires
and about a football field length of tape to secure it all. In addition to that
I get to wear this tube of mesh with arm holes cut into it to keep it all
together and from pulling on my clothes. I look like a robo-hooker when I look
at it haha.
So now I have to record everything I do and the time I do
it at. EVERYTHING. Gah. This is going to be tedious.
11:59- Blog writing, chest palpitations and a pain in my
leg
Afterward I went to grab a few things at the grocery
store and found the worlds tiniest apples. What on earth are people going to
bother with these things for?



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